What Else?

fuhhhh. less than a week lagi. or may i say, just a few days left? hmmm. sekejap je kan masa berlalu. byebye home sweeeeet home, byebye mama byebye papa :/ okay stop emo emo kat sini, now, apa lagi yang still belom settle down yah? luggage dah beli, broadband dah beli, almost everything dah beli. tinggal nak packing je. hmm berat pulak hati ni rasa. eh eh aku ni, macam tak biasa plak jauh ngn family, padahallllll, dah pernah survive without them. tapi risau plak aku homesick bila dah smpai sana. haha. jgn buat pasal ell :P insyallah tak la do. aku kan KUAT. sangattt -.-'' hahahahah! okay2, dah2, back to our topic. what else ek yang aku tak settle down lagi? packing? hurmm, besok la kott. erkk takboleh ada kot! seriously besok gak aku kena settle packing. masa dah time! ahha. sabtu dah gerak. so tinggal 2 hari lagi aku kat KL ni. hmm besides that apa lagi erk? poning palo den ha pikir2 non-stop. ahhhh abis packing la baru pikir! taksuka la semak semak pale hotak aku. gahahahah. eh eh lupa nak gtau kat para follower aku ni, start sabtu aku tak on tau, a week afta baru kita dapat jumpa blik, and then time tu wa gerenti byk hot story wa nak cite sama lu! xD bukan apa seminggu aku tak on, lappy aku tinggal umah la, minggu lagi satu baru mak aku bawak, malas la nak bwk byk sgt brg, buat berat je, haha. soooooo warga Perak, terutama Seri Iskandar, its been my great pleasure to be a part of you guys :D wink wink. till then, assalamualaikum!


toodles ;)

Ohhh, Dear God.

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold them when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left them when I found them
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold them when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left them when I found them
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find


special dedicated to those i love the most, may God always take care of you guys when im much too far away :)  *to Illie and Mek, both of you know how much i love you guys, thanks fr being such a sporting and caring 'sista'. XOXO

Family and Friends.

GOODBYE SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORD :(

Truth or Deception?

hai guys. harini i've nothing to do kat rumah. so aku teringat satu story ni, yg d ceritakan oleh my auntie. dia suruh usha blog Uncle Seekers @ uncleseekers.blogspot.com kalau nak tau dgn lebih sahih lagi. so aku pun bukak la then usha2 pe hot story and controversial sgt tu. sekali da baca, mak aiii, berani gila la wei dia bukak cerita bout Mantan Permaisuri Aisyah. aku malas la nak story sini, karang silap aribulan aku pun kena join saman dia tu. hahaha. tapi seriously aku mmg agak kaget gak la baca everything dia post kat dalam tu. lagi2 kisah Permaisuri dari part 1 till 7. ade gak aku terpikir, Uncle Seekers ni main gila betul, main ngn api tau tak! nak bunuh diri sndiri ke? =.= pendedahan dia buat ni betul2 mengaibkan and sometimes scary jugak. but aku pikir satu je, takleh gak salah kan satu pihak kan, mesti ada sebab Uncle Seekers buad cmni. hurmm. banyak betul bende tgh bermain kat lam otak aku skrg nih. huhu. overall aku njoy baca bende tu, mcm korang tau, aku kan kepala gila so aku mmg layan gosip panas cmni. haha. but still aku ade respect kat Mantan Permaisuri kita. sebab tu aku nye tajuk post arini Truth Or Deception? sama2 kita pikirkan. wallahualam..

opsss. sebelum terlupa, nak ucap jugak ni, Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharam, 1433 Hijrah ;D salam Maal Hijrah everybody!

Life Unexpectable.

assalamualaikum. hai guys. harini aku just nak kongsi bout how pain life is, how short the time can be and how short our life will be. the story begins..


semalam masa aku online facebook, aku ada la tgk most of my friends post bout their lost, a friends of them, yang baru je meninggal dunia pagi smlm. the causes is, leukimia. dengar je words tu dah cukup menakutkan, dah boleh bayang betapa tabah nye seseorang tu menghadapi sakit yang bukan ringan2 tapi berat, and anytime boleh tarik nyawa. eventho aku tak kenal budak tu, tapi as a human being i do felt sad and sympathy towards him and his family. arwah baru 18, too young to die but i know, ALLAH loves him more.. when i opened his facebook, his wall, i almost cried. he so lucky to have a lot of friends who love him so much, who really care for him, and their last wishes fr him are sad enough fr those who reading it.. they said that arwah is a unique guy, special one, always encourage peeps who lacks of confidence, a supportive friends, always be a guidance, always cheers their life with his happiness, and much more. now i can imagine the feel befriends with him, what a positive guys he is. a very strong and positive thinker in every thing he had did. definitely this is a very big loss to all his friends, to johanians, and ofcourse to his beloved family. they should proud to have him as a son, as a friends, to have known him more than i do. macam yang aku baru baca td, most of his friends cried till their eyes swollen, because of him. macam tak percaya dia dah takde, sedangkan ada sorang kawan dia baru cakap nak pergi melawat dia kat hospital this friday, but then? arwah dah pergi menghadap illahi terlebih dahulu.. nov 19, arwah dalam keadaan sakit ada post satu lagu ni kat wall dia, tajuk nya pergi by aizat. and dia ada mention banyak kali yg he's scared, hmm. betapa besar kuasa tuhan, dalam mmberi dugaan kepada hamba2 Nya..


ya Allah, kau permudahkan lah segala urusan arwah, berikan lah cahaya petunjuk kepadanya, agar sentiasa berada dalam laluan-Mu ya Allah..


apa yang aku nak cakap dalam post aku kali ni ialah, ajal maut d tangan tuhan,  d tangan Allah yang maha kuasa, hanya Dia yang mampu mengubah takdir seseorang itu.. life is short. life is unexpectable. kita sepatutnya menghargai setiap detik yang kita ada, guna kan sebaik2 nya, kerana masa takkan berulang, jadi lah seperti arwah yang d senangi setiap org, sentiasa melakukan yg terbaik dalam hidup dan tidak mensia2kan harapan orang terhadap nya. seriously, i do respect him, i do salute him. eventho aku tak sempat kenal ngn dia, tapi aku redha dgn pemergiannya. sesungguhnya Allah lebih menyayangi arwah...


kepada sesiapa yang terlibat, yang ada kena mengena ngn arwah, aku mintak maaf tulis post ni pasal dia, aku cuma nak jadikan dia sebagai contoh kepada org lain, yang hidup ni tak la seronok seperti yg d sangka, tak la selama yang kita rasa, tak la sesenang seperti yang d jangka. aku cuma melahirkan perasaan sedih aku terhadap pemergian arwah, dan tiba2 timbul perasaan insaf yang teramat sangat, hmmm. aku harap korang dapat la jadikan post aku ni sbgai iktibar dan panduan hidup..


kepada arwah muhammad asry, semoga roh mu d cucuri rahmat Allah dan semoga kau d tempat kan dalam kalangan orang2 yg beriman. amin....

dedicated to;

    Muhammad Asry

   10 august 1992-1 december 2010

:(

Poker Face.

sounds funny ha? hahah. yah mmg itu yang aku nak mention pon. semalam aku pegi Bank Islam bayo duit Uitm, then p Carefour cari baju kurung fr wedding Kaklong Sheryna this weekend. so alang2 kakak aku pon suruh p tangkap gambo passport utk dokumen Uitm bagai -.- aku pon ngn berat hati, muka toya p la kedai Kodak, amik gambo. dengan muka yang kepenatan aku pun paksa la snyum dengan harapan agar muka aku nampak okay *i mean tak nampak tired la. so hasil nye? POKER FACE. ghahahahah. ramai cakap AYU gila wei. geli mak nokkss. hahahahah. tapi aku tetap terima bnde tu as a compliment. muehehe :P

Memorable Moments.

almost forgot nak cerita bout holiday kat Port Dickson tu. haaa, aku decide nak ikut jugak g trip ni, eventho 1st thougt sgt negatif. but at last, here it was, so cool and full of memories! walaupun sepatutnya yang pergi trip ni almost 20 peeps,  tapi last minute ramai yg cancel, aku pun tak smpai aty la nak cncel kan, sian kat mastermind tu ha. aku pun decide, join jela! thank god budak2 yg pergi suma satu kepala, no OUTSIDER, so happy and puas aty gak la :D tapi still dalam happy tu ada jugak sedih and kurang gembira, hmmm, bende tu biar la kami yg pergi je tau, sebab taknak la nanti bawak gaduh pulak kan. kita kawan2, taknak la musuh2 :) lagi2 itu la last kitorang hangout sama2, lepak, gurau senda and everything! yang takboleh bla masa daki Tanjung Tuan utk pergi ke Rumah Api. niat nak pergi usha scenery kat atas tu je, last2 kitorang salah turun, pergi kat secret place of Tanjung Tuan, and jumpa laut yang still tak tercemar! sumpah cantik sgt weh. jernih nak mampos air laut tu. lagi best bila pergi ngn kwn2, dalam kepenatan and bepeluh sakan, kitorang dpt mandi air laut cmtu kira BERBALOI sngat :D then bila turun dari Tnjung Tuan ni, kitorg pergi balik kat pantai biasa, Tanjung Biru tak silap nama dia, haha. time sesi berkayak pulak lepas dah tanam Oshin dalam pasir pantai. hahahahaha xD eventho penat bekayak, tpi yg best dapat tgk matahari terbenam kat tgh2 laut, sumpah TERBAIK! selain tu, most memorable is game TRUE OR DARE. OMG, semua rahsia dalam tangan wa beb, hahaha, sesi jujur tuuu, game yg sgt memuaskan hati. byk gosip aku dapat tau. gahahahaha :P btw as all of u already knew, buad masa ni aku dah tak keje kat Petrosains tu. resign fr a while. hahahah. tgk la nanti, last week before aku bla masuk UITM, aku keje la kejap kot, lepas rindu jumpa budak2 suma kan :) macam biasa, ni la antara pic yang dapat aku kongsi masa pergi Port Dickson tu.

masa ni oshin kena tanam, kitorang buad bentuk penyu, HAHAH

inilah muka kepenatan setelah berjaya smpai ke Rumah Api.

ini pulak Baim, Oshin and Fatin :)

secret place :) ni dgn Dja and Nabila.

permulaan nak daki Tanjung Tuan. muka ceria, last2 hangin satu badan, hahah

Rumah Api Tanjung Tuan

para gadisss, Nabila, Dja, Oshin, Fatin and aku :)

jernih kan air laut dia? try this on guys :D

Nothing Much To Say.

BULLSHIT. kenapa aku mencarut bagai? sebab this fucking internet yang cam sial, stuck tiba2 and memadamkan segala luahan aku baru tulis kat blogger ni. tak sempat save bai. cam babi sungguh -.- aku punye la tulis cam karangan tadi. haih, lahanat betul. bikin hilang mood. nah, korang tgk la sndiri gmbar2 aku snap masa tgk Teater Natrah 2 kat Istana Budaya smlm. maleh dah nak tulis pjg2. grrrr.

ni la my beloved parents <3 mama and papa! huehue

ni pulak kakak aku, Nurul Iva. wink wink :P

ohmygoddes! Aaron Aziz<3 muahahah, Prince Charming!

Snap Snap!

ini lah kerja orang tgh bosan. snap snap!! hahahah. tapi stu ni jela ha, thanks illie cz uploadkan. haih, tak sanggup ase nak tinggalkan kwn2 terbaik kat petrosains, takmo p smbung blaja, mamaaa, takmo, takmoooo :( huuhuhuhuhuhuhu. seriously, im gonna miss all this stuff that i had been through with for a quite long time! hurm. nanti cuti sem kita jumpa lagi ya Car Ride, Helicopter Simulator, Sliding Tube, and elseeee. and mostly to the specials one, Illie and Mek. Love ya!

Migrain, U're Not Welcome

harini sgt best sebab bangun lambat, actly dah bangun awal tapi d sebab kan cuaca mcm nak hujan, angin sodap, aku pon smbung la tdo. sodar2 dah nak tghari, dah la my grandma ada, ahahaa, wat malu anak dara je tapi seb bek my grandma sporting abes, dia lagi soh smbung tdo ado la, hahahah :P pas having my breakfast (actly more to lunch time), aku siap2 nak p Hospital Angkatan Tentera Tuanku Mizan, p ziarah atuk aku kena tahan wad sana cz kencing manis and sakit tua. first time wa jejak kaki sana do, yela salu nye org awam mane leh men masuk je sane en, tbe2 baru aku tau family aku ada link ngn one of the highest rank of soldier kat situ, so dapat la wad 1st class, terbaik wa cakap luuuu, hahahaha. aku tgk list 5 org je patient do, mmg agak sunyi la. haha. then lepas tgk atuk, aku p la klinik dia ingat nak buad medical checkup (yela, kalau under goverment kan FREE) tapi tgk2 kena wat appointment dulu, adoiii potong stim, papa mana boleh amek MC dahh, so kitorg pon cadang buad med checkup tu ari len, sabtu ni kotttt, kat klinik swasta je, bia la mahal pon janji cepat, aku taksuka lambat2 ni *cehh demand. hahahaha :P aku pon balik la umah, memandang kan arini tak keje, so suasana agak bosan, aku pon p la kacau adik sedara aku ngn cite2 hantu smpai dia almost nak nangis, gahahaha, SUKEHATI aku do :P jahat en, sape kate aku baik ponnn, hahaha. then aku tuka mood, p dok hadap fesbuk and edit2 blog aku ni smpai tibe2 aku sakit pale yg teramat la sgt, ape lagi, kes migrain la ni, haihhhh, rasa cm nak cabot je pala ni, abes cita =.= solution dia ialah, amik angin kat tingkap tuuu, then lelap mata kejap. now dah okay :D weheee~ 

besok keje, aku kena masuk shift pagi la geng, pehh MEMANG TAK la nak bangun pagi2 en --, sungguh tak cool! tapi bila pk balik awal, aku teros naik semangat balik, hahahaha, msti bangga bos aku dapat pekerja cm aku :P aku tak saba nak jumpa rakan segosip aku ni, iaitu Cik Illie Farhana and Cik Hilal a.k.a. Mek,  byk benda nak gosip ni, huehuehue. lagipon aku tgh hitung hari je ni nak bla da, grrr, gonna miss Petrosains laaaa :( so harap2 hari2 terakhir aku ni akan jadi hari terbaik! eh eh btw cite Chinta dah start la kat tv3. so nothing to be added da, so long and goodbye ;D

opsss, sementara tu jemput2 la tgk pics2 kenangan aku kat petrosains, ni latest event kat sane iaitu Mickey Mouse Club House <33

Model Jenama Mickey Mouse, gahahahahahaha *pfttt perasan :P

sumpah Mickey ni comel tau takk, seb bek ada guard situ lau tak aku da seret bawak balik umah, hahahah

anjing ni jinak, takpaya samak pon lepas pegang tau, huahuahuahua

Heartbeat Told Me To Do So.

malam ni aku takdapat tido la. pale kusut doh -.- semua ni pasal nak pergi PD tu. aku nak pergi tapi.. tah la, berat hati doh. ada yg advise aku, takpaya la pergi kalau taknak, takde paksaan, tapi aku ni bukan jenis lupa mmbe, kang aku takpegi ada lak mulut2 longkang cakap belakang. besides bukan senang nak ckp kat dorang cmtu jee, ada yg paham tapi yg tak phm tu cemana lak? hmmmm. mmg aku NAK sgt pergi sebena nye, yela kan, aku dah nak bla dari Petrosains tu, further study, ni laaa jadi kenangan terakhir aku ngn dak2 suma. tapi nak buad pe pegi lau aty tak senang, ade yg tak sebulu ngn kite kan? buad sakit hati and sakit mata je woiii =.= seriously im in a great great dilemma! antara nak atau taknak........ kalau camni smpai besok la aku dok terpikir2. haihhhhhh. biar masa and keadaan la yg menentukan. aku just nak ckp, aku ni trustable friends, aku taknak kena label mcm2. tapi aku pon taknak jadi hipokrit. so we'll see.

New Things To Do

hai guys. fyi, im NEW on this 'blogger' things. takpena buad and takreti pe jadah pon. saja try buad. gatal tangan kan, hahaha. best tgk org lain punye, tu yg nak buad jugak. so sape yg jadi follower, mana yg dah lama, boleh la tunjuk ajar sikit ye? ;) sharing is caring! :D actually ideas nak buad blog ni baru je datang, tgh bosan, layan fesbuk ramai plak membe tak on petang2 kan. jadi nye saje lah p bukak google account and jadi blogger -.- ha ha ha. aku pun taktau mende yg interesting sgt jadi blogger ni coz aku pun bukan lah orang yg suka menulis diaries. aku rasa blog aku ni hanya akan jadi tempat luahan perasaan marah and geram aku towards sumbody or anything lah. soooooo, wait yah :) true colours of me will be exposed!